When I met Tyler Cook, it was the end of a past I didn\u2019t want to look back on and the beginning of a future I couldn\u2019t wait to start.<\/p>\n
One lick of Tyler, and that\u2019s all it took. I was addicted. To him, to his wild, raucous life as a rock star on the road with the band Trouble, and eventually, to most of the drugs I discovered he was taking to make that life\u2014and the secrets he was being forced to keep\u2014a little more bearable.<\/p>\n
But I couldn\u2019t quit him, no matter how much it hurt. If you met Tyler, you\u2019d understand why I think he\u2019s so worth it. The man plays guitar like he f*cks\u2014plugged in, turned on, and set to the ultimate high. Every girl wants him but I\u2019m the only girl he wants.<\/p>\n
Now he\u2019s clean, he\u2019s mine, and I have everything I could have ever dreamed of.<\/p>\n
Until it all comes unplugged and our world goes blacker than black. And then I have to decide if the tormented, broken man I love more than anything is worth everything\u2014even risking my own life.<\/p>\n